Smtimes got ambiguous about myself

I dont knw how people are able to take decisions about their life nd work..but i am not able to make decisions about my life,my work,my tasks to be done..its a common human nature that one get never satisfied with wat he has..but its the nature of only parents that they get never satisfied with what their children want to be...always expecting more and more from them because of which they remain under pressure during their student life..afterall they have to be stand on their parents expectation because their parents are doing a lot for them to secure their future,fulfilling all their demands,comforts etc only because they want their children to make them feel proud...unfortunately where we have gone?? Did god has given us life only to fulfill all expectations of our parents...nd y not, parents give us everything without caring about their own needs..so this is the only agitation in my mind....well after being inspired by 3 ideots my uneasiness get alittle solved.
Parents want us to have a good degree which is the main source of earning money according to them..but they dont know that degree izz only like handling some important papers to an illitrate.U know what, we all are like those workers(majdurs) who work day and night to feed themselves and their family.What happened feeling embarass?? but why ?? are we not craming the books only to get a degree so that we can feed our family?? and there is not fault in that afterall we are fulfilling our parents expectation.....but where have we gone..if we want to do what we want then we are not given so much autonomy by our parents(spcialy to girls)...and by denying them we are hurting them...so what should we do??...boys may have solutions to these situations but being a girl i am still in ambiguos state..although being an intelligent girl in the eyes of my parents(as i always secured abv 90) i felt so dumb when i found myself unknown to knowledge based thingss(being a crammer always)..and sometimes i blamed my parents for this.But would it be right to blame them?? well i dont knw but i do....still remain indecisious about my life and my parents thought.
But after taking some moral from 3 ideots i have decided to live the life the way i want without caring about anybody...although not now but my parents will surely understand that one day when success is after me..not am before success...
well i think i hav bored you a lot...so bye for today..